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Arjun
I left early today, partly because I had some work to catch up on, but mostly because I couldnât sleep well last night. More importantly, I wanted to keep my distance from Ananya. Today is her first day at work. I should have stayed and wished her luck, but I couldnât bring myself to do it. Keeping my distance from her feels like the only option right now.
I didnât even ask her which company sheâs joining. It doesnât matter, or so I thought.
At work, I had a packed schedule. Among my tasks, I needed to meet and greet some of my employees. Everything was going as planned until Dev Anand introduced me to his new team member. Thatâs when I froze. Shock rippled through me as I came face-to-face with Ananya.
My wife. My arranged wife. Ananya.
I managed to mask my shock, keeping my demeanor as composed as ever. I had toâmy employees were watching, and I couldn't afford to let them see even a hint of my personal turmoil. But inside, my thoughts raced. What is she doing here? How did I not know about this before? She seemed equally startled, though she quickly composed herself, probably out of sheer professionalism.
Iâve always been a low-key CEO. Neither the media nor my employees know that Iâm married.
I donât understand. The more I try to distance myself from her, the more the universe seems determined to pull her closer to me. Why is this happening?
The day passed in a haze, my focus split between managing the company and trying to process this unexpected turn of events. By the evening, I knew I had to address the situation. It couldnât wait. She deserved clarity, and frankly, so did I.
I decided to talk to her at home. Discussing it in my office might raise unnecessary questions among my staff. Later that evening, I found her in the living room, quietly flipping through some documents. Today, we were set to move into my apartment. I had already asked Mom to pack our luggage, ensuring everything would be ready for us to leave in the evening. I decided Iâd talk to her about this matter once we were settled at my place.
Clearing my throat to catch her attention, I began, âAnanya.â
She looked up, her expression calm yet curious.
âAre you ready to leave?â I asked.
She nodded, setting her papers aside. âYes. Letâs go.â
âThereâs also something we need to discuss once weâre at my apartment,â I added, my tone deliberate.
Her brow furrowed slightly. âIs this about work?â
âIn a way,â I replied, leaving my answer intentionally vague.
âAlright then, letâs not keep everyone waiting. Mom, Dad, Rohan Bhai, and Bhabi must already be ready,â she said, her voice steady.
I nodded. âYes, letâs head out.â
We said our goodbyes to Mom, Dad, Bhai, and Bhabi before heading to the car. As I drove, Ananya broke the silence.
âI never thought Iâd see you in the office,â she said with a smile. âWell, I forgot to mention where Iâd be working.â She glanced at me, her smile deepening. âI was surprised, but it was good to see you.â
That smileâit wasnât just polite. It was warm, almost as if she needed to see me, wanted to. Oh gosh, sheâs making this so hard for me.
I didnât know how to respond, so I kept it simple. âI was shocked too.â
She laughed softly, a sound that wasnât just noise. It was melody, playing in a way that made my chest tighten. Iâm losing it.
After a 45-minute drive, we reached my apartment. As I began unloading the luggage, I grabbed both her bags and mine. But before I could carry everything, Ananya stopped me.
âLet me carry mine. I can do it,â she said.
Her tone wasnât casual. It was heavy, weighted with something unspokenâlike she was used to proving she didnât need anyoneâs help.
When she reached for the luggage, I stopped her.
âAnanya,â I said firmly, not softly.
She froze, her hand hovering.
âDon't. I'll carry them. â I added, "Youâre not carrying them. This is my job.â
She smiled gently. "That's totally fine. I've been taking care of others, so I can take care of my staff too."
Her words lingered in my mind. Does she mean she's so used to taking care of herself that she can't even let me carry her bags? Why does it always have to be her taking care of others? Is it because she's the elder daughter?
Had Bhai been living the same way too? The thought had never crossed my mind before, Ananya.
âNo matter what, I wonât let you do this,âmy voice leaving no room for argument.
Ananya opened her mouth, ready to protest, but closed it when I shot her a pointed look. Without another word, I carried everything inside.
Once we were inside the apartment, I decided it was time to bring up the topic Iâd been avoiding.
"Look, I think itâs best if we keep our⌠relationship out of the office. No one there should know weâre married," I said abruptly, the words spilling out before I could second-guess myself.
She looked at me, surprised, her brows furrowing slightly. "Why? Why do we have to do that?" Her voice carried a mix of shock and confusion. "Wouldnât it be better if they knew? It would clear up any potential misunderstandings."
I sighed, having anticipated her reaction. "Exactly why I donât want them to know," I replied. "You were hired before we even met. If people find out, they might think you got the job because of me. It could undermine your credibility, and I donât want that for you."
She seemed to mull it over, but her eyes betrayed a flicker of something elseâhurt, perhaps. "Is that the only reason?" she asked quietly.
I hesitated, my hands instinctively tightening at my sides. Of course, it wasnât the only reason. The truth was far more complicatedâand painfully personal. I couldnât admit that I was already beginning to care for her in ways I wasnât ready for. That every time I saw her, it became harder to maintain the distance I so desperately needed.
But instead of telling her any of this, I nodded. "Yes. Thatâs the reason. Itâs better for both of us if we keep things professional at work."
Her expression softened, and she let out a small sigh. "Alright. That makes sense, I guess," she said, her tone tinged with faint disappointment. Then, to my surprise, she smiledâa cheerful, almost teasing smile. "Okay, no problem. But⌠what should I say if someone asks if Iâm married?"
Her question caught me off guard. For a moment, I didnât know how to respond. "Just⌠be vague," I said finally. "You can say itâs personal or deflect the question. Most people wonât press further."
"And what about my engagement ring?" she asked, holding up her hand.
I blinked, caught off guard again. She was still wearing her ring. Her gaze flicked to my handâbareâand I realized it was probably the first time sheâd noticed I wasnât wearing mine. Her eyes met mine, questioning.
"Uh⌠Iâm sorry," I stammered. "Iâm not used to wearing rings. Iâve never liked accessories on my hands."
She smiled faintly, though the hurt in her eyes was unmistakable. "Neither do I," she admitted, her voice soft. "But Iâm wearing this because I want toâeven though itâs uncomfortable." She paused, her expression still gentle but tinged with pain. "Itâs fine if you donât want to wear yours. Itâs your choice. I wonât force you."
Her words stung, and guilt settled in my chest. "You donât have to wear yours either if you donât want to," I offered, though the words felt hollow.
"Iâm wearing it because I want to," she said firmly, her hurt lingering but her resolve intact. "And about our marriageâI wonât say anything unless someone asks me directly."
"That works," I said quickly, unsure what else to say.
"Alright," she agreed, her smile lingering but faint. "Iâll keep it vague. Donât worry. But if someone does ask me outright, Iâll be honest and say Iâm married."
"Yes, sure," I replied, feeling a lump form in my throat. Her unwavering consideration for my feelings left me at a loss for words.
Her easy acceptance eased some of the tension in my chest, but it also left me feeling strangely unsettled. She had every right to question my decision further, to push back, yet she didnât. It was as if she trusted me to have her best interests at heartâa trust I wasnât sure I deserved.
As she turned back to her documents, I found myself lingering a moment longer than necessary. Then I walked away, determined to hold onto the distance I had vowed to maintain. Because the more I let her in, the harder it would be to keep her out.

Ananya
It would be a lie if I said I wasnât hurt when Arjun asked me to keep our marriage a secret. His reason was valid, and I knew it was the right thing to do, but it still stung. What hurt moreâwhat left me feeling disappointedâwas noticing that Arjun wasnât wearing our engagement ring.
Why should I be upset, though? I have no right to feel this way over something so small. Itâs silly. I shouldnât dwell on it. Anu, just forget about it. Itâs nothing.
I shook off the thought and looked around Arjunâs apartmentâour apartment now. It was spacious and well-kept, with two bedrooms, each with attached bathrooms, a dining area, a kitchen, and a cozy living room. It was a nice place, no doubt about it.
While Arjun was in the shower, I busied myself preparing dinner. The sound of water stopped, and moments later, I heard him walking into the dining area.
"Letâs eat. You must be hungry," I said, setting the food on the table.
"Yes," he replied simply, immediately digging in. His appetite made it obvious he hadnât eaten much all day.
I smiled at the sight, finding his unspoken appreciation endearing. "Me too," I said, taking a seat and starting to eat alongside him.
After dinner, I began gathering the plates, but Arjun stopped me.
"Let me clean them. You go freshen up. Youâre tired too," he said.
He wasnât wrongâI was utterly exhausted. His offer brought an instant wave of relief and gratitude. "Thank you so much," I said softly, my smile brightening. Judging by the way his lips curved into a grin, he must have noticed.
I love his smile.
Love?
I pushed the thought away and headed to the bathroom for a refreshing shower. The warm water helped wash away the dayâs tension, leaving me feeling lighter.
When I returned to the bedroom, I saw Arjun moving his luggage. Confused, I asked, "Where are you going?"
"Um, to the other bedroom," he said hesitantly. "Now that weâre not at my parentsâ house, you donât have to share a room with me anymore."
"You donât have to," I blurted out before I could stop myself. "Your bed is big enough. We can stay here easily."
The truth was, I didnât want to sleep alone. It had been years since Iâd slept without nightmares.
"I donât want to make you uncomfortable," he said cautiously.
"Iâm not uncomfortable," I replied quickly. Being near him made me feel safeâsafe enough that even my nightmares had stopped haunting me since weâd started sharing a space. "And most importantly, I want to be with you."
The words slipped out before I could think, leaving Arjun visibly startled. His wide-eyed reaction made me chuckle softly.
"So, will you stay with me?" I asked with a smile.
He nodded, still surprised.
"Great," I said, grinning to myself. Oh my God, heâs so cute.
"You know what? Youâre cute," I blurted out, watching his reaction closely.
His head snapped toward me, his brows shooting up in disbelief. "First of all, I am not cute, Ananya," he declared, his voice laced with mock indignation.
That only made me laugh harder. His expression was pricelessâa mix of outrage and confusion, like a child protesting against being called a baby.
"Iâve heard complaints before," he continued, clearly offended, "but no one, ever, has dared to call me cute. How could you?"
I could barely speak through my laughter. "Arjun, youâre cute. Believe me," I managed to say, clutching my stomach.
His lips twitched before they curved into a reluctant grin. "Stop calling me cute, Firefly," he said softly.
The air shifted. For a moment, we both froze. His eyes widened slightly, and I could tell heâd just realized what heâd called me.
Oh, I wasnât going to let this slide. Not a chance.
"So," I began, smirking, "youâre already giving me nicknames, huh?" I leaned in, my voice teasing. "I like it. Firefly suits me, donât you think?"
I didnât miss the faint pink creeping up his cheeks.
"Ananya, youâre teasing me," he accused, narrowing his eyes.
"Maybe," I replied, tilting my head playfully. "Who knows..."
Before I could finish, he movedâquick and sudden. One moment I was standing there, and the next, I was pulled into him. My laughter died in my throat as my breath hitched.
"Keep teasing me, Firefly," he murmured, his voice low and dangerously smooth. "And youâll see what happens next."
The heat rushed from my neck to my cheeks, and his grin widened knowingly.
For a moment, I froze, unable to move. His words hung in the air, daring me to respond.
âWhat will happen?â I wanted to ask, but the words refused to leave my mouth. My heart pounded in my chest, but not from excitement. It was fearâfear born from a past I could never escape, a past that made me dread the very idea of a manâs touch.
I tried to steady my breathing, but the memories clawed at the edges of my mind. Vickyâs face, his hands, the way he made me feel powerlessâit all threatened to resurface. I squeezed my eyes shut, willing the images away.
But Arjunâs presence wasnât like his.
Arjun was close, too close, yet I didnât feel the same suffocating terror. His warmth was differentâcomforting, not threatening. Even so, the fear lingered, whispering that I couldnât trust myself, that I couldnât trust anyone.
I took a step back, creating space between us. I had to. The weight of my past pressed heavily on my chest, making it hard to breathe. âYouâre impossible,â I said lightly, forcing a smile to cover the unease bubbling beneath my skin.
He smirked, stepping back as well, giving me room. âAnd youâre fearless,â he said, his tone soft, almost admiring.
Fearless? If only he knew the truth. If only he knew how much effort it took just to stand there, to not crumble under the weight of my memories. But I couldnât tell him. Not now. I'm still not ready.
âLet's go to bed,â I said quietly, my voice betraying none of the turmoil inside me. âTomorrowâs going to be a long day.â
He nodded, his gaze lingering on me for a moment before he turned and walked into the bathroom. I waited until I heard his door close before I let out the breath I didnât realize Iâd been holding.
My hands trembled as I pressed them against the table, trying to steady myself. The ache in my chest refused to fade. What was wrong with me? Why did I feel so torn?
I wanted to trust him, to let myself feel something other than fear. But the scars from my past werenât just on my skinâthey were etched into my soul. That man. I don't even want to say his name. His betrayal, his hands trapping me, his twisted smileâit all haunted me, even now.
And yet, with Arjun, it felt⌠different. I didnât recoil when he was close. His presence didnât suffocate me. Instead, it felt safe, like he was a shelter from the storm in my mind.
But what if that wasnât enough? What if my past never let me move forward? What if I could never be the wife he deserved?
I pressed my palms against my eyes, swallowing the lump in my throat. I needed to be stronger. For him, for myself. But how could I face a future with Arjun when my past still held me captive?
As I climbed into bed that night, I stared at the ceiling, wondering if Iâd ever find the courage to tell him the truthâor if Iâd always be a prisoner to my memories.

Arjun
When I stepped out of the bathroom, drying my hair with a towel, the sight before me made me pause. Ananya was lying on the bed, her back turned to me, her body curled slightly, as if she were trying to shield herself from something unseen. The soft rise and fall of her breathing told me she wasnât asleep yet, and for a moment, I hesitated, unsure whether to speak or leave her be.
Something was off. I couldnât quite put my finger on it, but there was an uneasiness in the air, subtle but unmistakable. She had been quiet earlier, quieter than usual, even for her. It wasnât just the kind of tired silence from a long day. It was something deeper, something heavier.
I tossed the towel aside and sat down on the edge of the bed, careful not to disturb her. My thoughts were restless, bouncing between her and myself.
How did I let that nickname slip out? Firefly. What was I thinking? Iâd never been the type to use terms of endearment, let alone something so⌠intimate. The word had come out of nowhere, unbidden, as if it had been waiting for the right moment.
I rubbed the back of my neck, annoyed with myself. This wasnât supposed to happen. I wasnât supposed to feel like this, like she was burrowing under my skin without even trying. She never sought my attention, yet she effortlessly commands it, as if the very air shifts to draw my focus toward her. It was maddening.
She shifted slightly, and my eyes were drawn to her again.
I hadnât wanted to marry her. She knew that. Iâd made it clear. This was supposed to be a transaction, a compromise to satisfy our families, nothing more. And yet⌠here we were.
There was something about her. Something that made it impossible to look away. Maybe it was her strengthâthe quiet kind that didnât announce itself but made itself known in the way she carried herself. Maybe it was the way she handled things without asking for help, a trait that reminded me too much of Rohan.
But she wasnât Rohan. She wasnât like him at all.
Rohan had chosen to follow his dreams, leaving me to shoulder the responsibilities of the family business. I didnât resent him for itânot exactlyâbut it had left a bitter taste in my mouth. Iâd spent years resenting elder children, people who thought they could do whatever they wanted and leave the rest of us to pick up the pieces.
And yet Ananya⌠she didnât seem like that. She was different. She wasnât reckless or selfish. If anything, she seemed to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders, the same way I did.
Was that why I couldnât ignore her?
I sighed, running a hand through my hair. I wasnât ready for this. Not for her, not for whatever it was I was starting to feel. But the more I tried to keep my distance, the more the universe seemed to pull us together.
She shifted again, and this time, her voice broke the silence. âArjun?â
Her tone was soft, hesitant.
âYes?â I replied, leaning slightly closer.
âYou should get some rest,â she said without turning around. âTomorrowâs going to be a long day.â
Her words were practical, but there was something beneath themâsomething vulnerable, almost pleading.
I nodded, even though she couldnât see me. âAlright. Goodnight, Ananya.â
âGoodnight,â she murmured.
I lay down on my side of the bed, careful to keep a respectable distance between us. But sleep didnât come easily. My mind kept drifting back to her, to the way she seemed so strong and yet so fragile at the same time.
She never asked for my attention, but she always took it.
And no matter how hard I tried, I couldnât seem to stop giving it to her.
Itâs been an hour since we came to bed, but Iâm still wide awake. Ananya, on the other hand, is already sleeping peacefully, her breathing soft and even. I wish I could hold her in my arms, feel her warmth against me. Just then, she shifted in her sleep, unconsciously moving closer to my side.
God, she looks so beautiful when sheâs asleep. Innocent, serene, and completely unguarded. As she snuggled closer, something stirred in me, a primal desire Iâd never experienced before. My breath hitched, and I felt my pants tighten uncomfortably. Fuck. It became painfully hard.
I got out of bed, trying to calm myself down. The cold shower was supposed to help, but my mind refused to cooperate. Whatâs wrong with me? Iâve never felt like this before. And now, Iâm losing control just by watching her sleep? Pull yourself together, Arjun.
When I returned to bed, she was still in the same position, her face soft and calm. I carefully slipped back under the covers, wrapping an arm around her waist, pulling her closer without waking her. Her body instinctively nestled against mine, her head finding my chest, as if seeking warmth.
Sheâs adorable. So delicate, yet so strong in ways Iâm only beginning to understand. My gaze fell on her handâthe ring still on her finger. When she noticed mine was missing earlier, I saw the hurt flash in her eyes, no matter how quickly she tried to hide it.
And yet, she didnât lash out, didnât make a scene, even though she had every right to. Her silent acceptance stung in ways I didnât expect. Why does she choose to be so understanding, even when itâs clear that itâs breaking her heart?
Her selflessness is maddening, and itâs humbling. She absorbs the pain quietly, putting othersâ feelings before her own. Itâs baffling, really. Why am I noticing every little thing about her? Why does it feel like sheâs carving her place into the deepest corners of my heart, even when I thought I had locked it away?
Lying here with her in my arms, I feel a strange mix of emotions. Sheâs no longer just my wife on paper. Sheâs something more, something Iâm not ready to name yet.
But I know one thingâI donât want to let her go.
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We were both ready to leave for the company.
"Let's go," I said to Ananya.
"Where?" she asked, tilting her head in feigned confusion.
"To the company. We're going together. Aren't you running late?" I replied, raising an eyebrow.
"No⌠we can't go together," she said firmly, her gaze avoiding mine.
I frowned in confusion. "Why not?"
"What if someone sees us together? We canât risk it," she explained, her voice soft but resolute.
Her words made me pause. I was the one who had suggested keeping our marriage a secret, and here she was, doing her best to honor my request. Yet, the thought of her going alone gnawed at me. Before I could protest, she had already grabbed her bag and was heading out the door.
"Goodbye," she called out cheerfully, her smile lighting up her face before she disappeared.
Adorable and cheerful, as always. But her words left me feeling⌠incomplete. I hated not being the one to drop her off.
Before I could follow, a thought struck me. Something important. I turned back and went to our room. Opening the drawer, I pulled out my engagement ring.
I hadnât worn it beforeâit just wasnât my thing. But now⌠for her, I wanted to. I slid it onto my finger, glancing at how it looked. Would she notice? Would she be happy? I hoped so.
By the time I reached the office, Ananya was already there, chatting and laughing with her colleagues. Her laughter was like music, her smile radiant.
It was beautiful. She was beautiful.
I wanted to stand there forever, just watching her. But reality hit me. Shaking off the thoughts, I headed to my office. I was the CEO, after all. I had more work work to do except admiring my wife.
The thought lingered.
My wife.
Just like that, days turned into weeks. Every time I tried to drop her off at the company, she would decline or leave home before I even woke up, leaving behind a "Good luck" or "Goodbye" note. The same routine followed in the evenings. Either she left work early or stayed late, claiming she had tasks to finish and insisting I go home first. But, of course, I never did.
I couldn't leave her alone at night. I always waited until her work was done, staying out of sight so she wouldnât notice. Then Iâd follow her quietly on our way back home. I surprised myself with how much I cared for her.
And why shouldn't I? She never gives herself the care or priority she deserves.
Take todayâs incident, for example. I was in my office, silently watching her in the coffee section when someone bumped into her, spilling hot coffee all over her hand. My heart leapt into my throat.
The girl who spilled the coffee had only a few drops on her own hand but immediately burst into tears. Meanwhile, Ananyaâmy Ananyaâkept brushing off everyone's concern with a smile, saying, "I'm fine." Not a single tear escaped her eyes.
But I felt itâa sharp, inexplicable pain in my chest. Why couldnât she just show she was hurt? Why did she always mask her pain?
She excused herself and hurried towards the ladiesâ washroom. Without wasting a moment, I followed hter and intercepted her before she could go in. Carefully, and without drawing attention, I pulled her into my office and led her to the attached bathroom.
âArjun?â she said, startled and a little indignant.
âNot a single word, Ananya,â I snapped, cutting off her protest.
I turned on the cold water and gently held her reddened hand under it. My chest tightened at the sightâher skin was inflamed from the burn.
âArjun, Iâm fine. Itâs nothing. Donât worry about it,â she murmured, her voice as steady as her forced smile.
Her words grated against me. How could she act like this wasnât a big deal? How could she smile through her pain? I hated itâthe way she brushed aside her suffering, the way she denied herself the right to show vulnerability.
âShut up, Ananya,â I said, my voice low and firm. âYouâre hurt, and I can see it.â
I caught her reflection in the mirror. She swallowed hard, and for a fleeting moment, I saw the pain she was trying so desperately to hide. She was holding herself back, forcing herself to be strong, even when it wasnât necessary.
And in that moment, my heart achedânot just for her burn, but for the walls she had built around her pain.
As I gently dabbed her hand dry with a soft towel, her silence hung heavy in the air. She was looking anywhere but at me, her lips pressed into a thin line.
"Why do you do this to yourself, Ananya?" I asked, my voice quieter now, almost a whisper.
Her eyes darted up to meet mine, wide with confusion. "Do what?"
"Hide your pain. Act like you're invincible when you're clearly not." My fingers lingered on hers as I applied the burn ointment, careful not to hurt her any more than she already was.
She hesitated, as if weighing her words, then looked away. "Some things are easier to endure in silence, Arjun. If I don't make a fuss, people wonât notice, and it'll go away faster."
Her answer hit me like a punch to the gut. What had she been through to make her think this way?
I wanted to ask her, but I knew now wasnât the time. She wasnât ready to share, and forcing her would only push her further into her shell.
Instead, I focused on wrapping her hand in a clean bandage. As I finished, I let out a sigh and leaned back against the counter, watching her carefully. "Ananya, you donât have to do this alone. Whatever it is, you can lean on me. Iâll be here."
For a moment, her mask seemed to waver, the vulnerability beneath it threatening to break through. But just as quickly, she composed herself and gave me that same practiced smile.
"Thank you, Arjun," she said softly. "But I can handle it. I always have. It's nothing new to me."
Her words struck a chord, but before I could respond, her phone buzzed on the counter. She glanced at the screen, her expression shifting when she saw the caller ID.
"My colleagues must be looking for me," she said, her tone lighter, almost dismissive. "I should go now."
I followed her gaze to the screen: Ishita. Probably someone from her team.
She stood abruptly, brushing her hands over her outfit as if to erase the evidence of what had just happened. As she moved toward the door, she paused, turning back to look at me.
"Thank you, Arjun," she said again, her voice quieter this time.
Her smile was different nowânot the polite, detached one she usually wore. This one was softer, tinged with surprise and a fragile kind of happiness. It was the smile of someone who wasnât used to being cared for, who was still learning how it felt to have someone by her side.
I didnât say anything, just watched her walk away. The sound of the door clicking shut echoed in the room, leaving me with an unsettling mix of emotions.
She thought she could handle everything on her own. She believed she had to.
But I wasnât going to let her keep carrying the weight of the world aloneânot anymore.
But do I even have the right to feel this way? After what I told her on our wedding nightâwhen I made it so painfully clear why I agreed to this marriage?
Fuck.
I donât care anymore. None of it matters. All I care about is her.
For the first time in my life, I want to care about someone. I want to be there for her. I want to protect herânot just from the world, but from every little thing that might cause her pain. I want to be her shield, the one she can lean on, the one she knows will always stand by her.
For the first time, I feel this fierce, overwhelming need to do every fucking thing I can to make someone happyâjust to see a true, unguarded smile light up their face.
And itâs all for her.
For Ananya.
If itâs not Ananya, it wonât ever be anyone else. Sheâs the only one who matters.
And Iâll do everythingâanythingâto be hers. Thatâs all I know.
After finishing my work, I sent a message to Ananya: 'Weâre going home together.'
I wasnât going to let her go alone tonight, especially not after everything that had happened. And I certainly wasnât going to follow her silently like I usually didânot when she was hurt today.
Her reply came almost immediately: 'Itâs not necessary.'
But I wasnât having it. I quickly typed back, making it clear there was no room for argument. 'Iâll be waiting in the parking lot. Be there.'
She took a moment before responding, and when she did, she simply wrote: 'Okay.'
Thank God.
Relieved, I grabbed my things and headed to the car, parking it in a quiet corner of the lot. Now all I had to do was wait for her.
waited in the car, my fingers drumming against the steering wheel as I kept an eye on the buildingâs entrance. The minutes ticked by, and just when I started wondering if she had changed her mind, I saw her emerge.
She looked tired, her shoulders slightly slouched, but as she approached, she straightened up, forcing herself to appear composed. Typical Ananya.
I stepped out of the car and walked around to open the passenger door for her. âGet in,â I said, keeping my tone firm but gentle.
She hesitated for a second looked around to make sure that no one is watching, then slid into the seat without a word. Once I was back behind the wheel, I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye. Her bandaged hand rested in her lap, her fingers lightly gripping her bag.
âIs it hurting?â I asked, glancing at her bandaged hand.
âNo, itâs fine now,â she replied with a small smile. Then, as if to shift the focus away from herself, she asked, âSo, how was your work today?â
âAs usual,â I said with a shrug. âWhat about you? Thereâs a new project youâre working on, right?â
âYes,â she replied with a sigh. âThe next few days are going to be very stressful.â
She looked so adorable, even while complaining, that I couldnât help but smile to myself.
When we finally reached home, I turned to her as we stepped inside. âGo freshen up. Iâll take care of dinner tonight,â I said firmly.
She opened her mouth to protest, but I cut her off. âYouâre not cooking with an injured hand, Ananya. No arguments.â
Reluctantly, she nodded and headed to her room.
A little while later, she returned, dressed in comfortable clothes, her hair loosely tied back. She looked relaxed, yet there was a hint of exhaustion in her eyes.
âSit down,â I said, gesturing to the sofa. âDinner will be ready soon.â
She gave me a soft smile, one that made something in my chest tighten. âThank you, Arjun.â
And for the first time in a long while, I felt like I was exactly where I was meant to be.
The next few days passed in a blur. Ananya was consumed with her new project, often working late into the night. She hardly spoke to me the way she used to, and it felt strange. I had grown used to her chatter, the way sheâd talk about her day, her colleagues, and every little thing that crossed her mind.
Now, it was different.
At the office, things were no better. I found myself watching her more than I should, especially when she was with her team. Dev, her teammate, caught my attention. He was always near herâtoo near. They worked closely, laughed with the group, and seemed to share a comfortable camaraderie that made something twist uncomfortably in my chest.
And yet, she hadnât noticed. Not the way Iâd started wearing my wedding ring.
I tried everything. At meetings, I rested my hand deliberately on her desk, the ring catching the light. When I passed by her team, I made it a point to gesture while talking to someone, hoping her eyes would land on it. Nothing.
The frustration followed me home. That evening, as she sat on the sofa working on her laptop, I leaned against the kitchen counter, my hand dangling conspicuously in her line of sight.
She looked up briefly, her brow furrowed. âDo you need something, Arjun?â
I cleared my throat. âNo. Just... standing here.â
Her gaze shifted back to her screen, and I nearly groaned.
Finally, I decided to try one last time. As she typed away, I casually walked over to her, placing a cup of tea on the table beside her. I made sure to hold it at an angle where the ring was impossible to miss.
This time, she noticed. Her eyes widened, her fingers pausing on the keyboard.
âOh,â she said, her voice soft but tinged with surprise. âYouâre wearing the wedding ring.â
Her expression shifted into something I hadnât seen beforeâpure, unfiltered happiness. âI didnât expect that,â she added, her voice almost blissful.
I couldnât help but smile, though her words tugged at me. âWhy didnât you expect it? You should have expected it. Itâs your right to expect that, Ananya.â
Her smile faltered, and for a moment, she looked away. âI donât expect things from anyone, Arjun. Expectations only lead to disappointment. Itâs easier not to expect anything.â
Her words hit me harder than Iâd anticipated. They carried the weight of her past, the pain she tried so hard to bury beneath her strength.
I crouched down in front of her, gently taking her uninjured hand in mine. âAnanya,â I said softly, âyou can expect things from me. Iâm your husband. And I want you to know that Iâll do everything I can to meet those expectations.â
She looked at me, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. For a moment, she didnât say anything, just held my gaze. Then, she gave me a small nod, her fingers tightening slightly around mine.
âThank you,â she whispered, her voice trembling.
And in that moment, I knew Iâd do anything to ensure she never regretted expecting something from me again.
That night, as we prepared to go to bed, something felt different. Usually, Iâd let her drift off first, waiting until I was sure she was asleep before pulling her into my arms. It had become my quiet ritualâmy way of feeling close to her without breaking the fragile boundaries she kept between us.
But tonight, we climbed into bed at the same time. The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of the bedside lamp casting a warm light on her features as she settled under the covers.
I lay on my side, facing her, unable to take my eyes off her. She turned slightly, her back to me, her breathing even but not quite the deep rhythm of sleep.
I tried to resist the urge, but the pull was too strong. Slowly, cautiously, I inched closer, wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her gently into my chest.
Her body stiffened slightly at the contact. âArjun?â she murmured, her voice soft and questioning.
âPlease, Ananya,â I whispered, my voice low and almost pleading. âLet me hold you.â
She didnât respond right away, but she didnât pull away either. Instead, she relaxed, her body melting into mine as if she belonged there.
âWhy?â she asked after a moment, her voice barely audible.
âBecause I need this,â I admitted. âI need you close to me. Just let me... stay like this.â
Her breathing hitched, and for a moment, I thought she might pull away, might put up the walls. But instead, she nodded ever so slightly, her head dipping forward.
âOkay,â she whispered.
I tightened my hold, my hand resting lightly on her waist as her warmth seeped into me. The scent of her shampoo filled the air, calming me in a way I couldnât explain.
Within moments, I felt her breathing slow, the tension leaving her body completely. She had fallen asleep, trusting me to hold her.
For the first time, I didnât need to wait. I let my eyes close, the steady rhythm of her breath lulling me into a peace I hadnât felt in years.
And as sleep claimed me, I thought of nothing else but herâthe woman who had unknowingly becoming my everything.
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